I have changed a lot over the years. And I continue to change — sometimes slowly, sometimes shockingly.

As my 24.4 Life’s Work and 33.6 Purpose Gene Keys reflect:

My life is about surprises. For me to operate at my optimum, I need to constantly surprise myself and others… There is a primary truth for me to digest — I will not really know the purpose of my life until I am older. The only thing for me to do is live my Life’s Work.
— Gene Keys

Parts of me want to erase the older chapters of my life — for safety, for belonging, for a cleaner story.

I have deleted, avoided, and cut out what felt uncomfortable.
I have rejected the parts of me I’ve outgrown.
I have hidden in shame.

Familiar pattern: Cutting out. Abandoning. Exiling.
New practice: Staying. Allowing. Owning.

And so — here I am.
Alive in the soil.

I offer the following past creations — blog posts, podcasts, reflections — as compost. In sharing, I honor who I have been. I appreciate the wisdom in what was.

Here, now, I feed the earth with the body of my becoming.



2022

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