what do I "do"?

Have you ever wondered what it is that I “do”?
What my vision for me, for you, for the world is?
What I'm here for?
What I offer?
Who I am?
How I am?

I've definitely pondered these questions. And my answers have changed as I've changed.

Naturally.

For a while, the inevitability of this change dissuaded me from creating.

If all is destroyed, why create?
If all ends, why begin?
If all dies, why live?

I know this, too, shall end. And with/in the remembrance of quantum reality, the ending is actually here, now.

Each born, each dead, in each breath.

So can't I just skip past the unfolding unknown journey part and exist from the place of having already arrived everywhere I've ever wanted to go? That sounds way easier than going through all this linear time, separation consciousness, earth stuff.

With this mindset, there can be a programming of pointlessness to actualizing anything in the physical realm.

Since I remember everything I've ever wanted is already here, there's nothing to do. Nowhere to go. No one to be.

This is how I chose to live in 2021.

Exhausted from trying to go somewhere, efforting to achieve, and struggling to be good enough, I swung the other way. Into the restful embrace of eternal peace.

Rest in peace. A phrase associated with death. And that's what I wanted for life too. To rest in peace.

Then winter shifted into spring.

WIth the inbodied remembrance that peace is always here, I shifted focus from resting in peace to living in light, serving in love, and creating in ease.

Even so, what are the words to describe that? How do I convey what I do? What do I do?

These are the types of thought forms that came up for me through the process of creating my “about me” video. And as much as planning Pei-Ling wanted to know ahead of time the script of what I was going to say, what ultimately came through was pure present moment channeling. Of course it was!

Because present Pei-Ling is the only Pei-Ling.

I operate in the present moment. And here I am!

In partnership with Ben and Courtney Nielsen of Sand and Stone Media, as well as Meg of The Nomadic Stylist who graced me with her hair and makeup mastery, I've gotten to co-create this video experience where I communicate with you directly about the me of this one now moment.

Anchoring abundance, transmitting light codes, illuminating the infinite.

Yes, through the words I speak. And through the glimpses of me simply existing and enjoying this beautiful life. Describing aspects of what I “do”, while also showing the being and doing of it all.

With this, it's such a joy to invite you to experience my about me video below.

Over the course of these weekly transmissions, you've gotten to experience evolution — mine, yours, and ours.

How wonderful it is that even as I change, creation changes with me. You change with me. We change together.

And now if anyone ever asks me or you, What does Pei-Ling do?

This video gets to be a response! Offering a direct experience of my unique divine essence.

Heart-to-heart. Divine-to-divine. One-to-one.

Wherever I grow from here, I grant myself infinite freedom to evolve. Permission to write and iterate, create and change, refresh and renew.

I choose to trust in the perfection of all that is.

I choose to enjoy the beautiful magic of co-creation itself.

I choose to embrace beginnings and endings with gratitude and grace.

Thank you, friend, for joining me in celebrating the wonder of who I am — the wonder of what is.